Day 1
I just have to get up and do it. Starting is the hardest part.
You can find my reality on here, if you please.
11 Nov 11
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10 Apr 11
I LOVE RIANA JESSICA RAMOS.
You will get through everything love, I have all of the faith in the world in you. You are such a strong young woman, don’t ever forget that. We’re far, and I can’t be there for you like I’d want to be but I love you and that will never change. Countless miles can’t change or break the special bond that we have. I’ll be back soon lovely, and things will go back to the way they were meant to be—-back to that sisters/best friends/maid of honor type friendship. Keep your beautiful head up sis.
3 Feb 11
Dear Friend,
I know you’re probably never going to read this, or ever going to feel the need to do so. I just want to let you know that I’m praying for you. I heard stories today, of your adventures, your experiments, your venture in the land of brokenness. You had such Light in you before the world grabbed hold of your desires. My heart breaks for you. You know the Truth, you’ve experience the Lord’s love, but now you seek for an escape through the emptiness of this wretched world. I don’t know where you’ve been, or what has brought upon this change of heart. But, I beg you, remember that the Lord would leave the ninety-nine to find the one. You’re that one. He longs for you, you are still His child. Whatever has happened to cause you to drift away and break ties with the Truth you once knew…seek past it. That pain, that hurt, that emptiness that you so desperately try to fill with more and more of this world will never be satisfied. You very well know that “living life to it’s fullest” and “doing what you want” isn’t satisfying your need for more. Something more than life itself. Something worth walking this earth for. God gives life purpose. You’re walking aimlessly through life with hope for a higher truth to strike you with complete and total surety, but you’ve experienced Christ and there is nothing-absolutely nothing-better than that. Come back to Him, He’s waiting so patiently for you.
9 Jan 11
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I’ve never felt this way before. I’ve never truly wanted something so much that I’ve cried over it. I know that God has His own will and plan for my life. I get that. I don’t need to be told that over and over and over again. I understand, I’m competent. I’m praying for this and if it’s Your will God, I’m going. You will make a way, You will open all doors with complete ease. There won’t be any obstacles if this is Your plan for me, Lord. This situation, my circumstances, and my obligations have always been in Your faithful hands. I never once thought that this desire would be something I would want to act upon, but I guess it is. It’s only so because Lord, You’ve grown a heart within me to draw closer to You. “There’s no place I’d rather be, then in Your arms, eternally.” Father, Your will be done in and through my life. Whatever it is that You have for me, follow through with Your plans. God, I know that You make all things work out for good for those who love you. Jesus, Your ways are not my ways, and Your thoughts are not my thoughts. Calm my heart and bring peace to my mind as I seek Your small, still voice. Lord, continue to be the pilot of my life and lead me in the way of everlasting. Lord, once again, I leave this in Your hands for You to have Your way in me.
